hmm.
so, yeah.
hmm, you know when you get that ashamed, horrible feeling when you’ve realised that you were the one who ended up looking like the idiot? well, yeah basically its a bit shit. when you think the one person you are suppose to trust goes and does summat which they say is completely innocent when in fact its not, well not to me anyway, and not in the pictures that ive seen. ughh, its incredibly annoying. wasting time on that one person for the duration of half a year, and waiting for something to happen that even you know deep down, wont, but in denial. it doesnt make sense to me as to why people are so worried about what other people think but when its you its obviously gonna be a different story. now im just confused about everything and decided to vent my feelings out on a blog. hmmm. how cliche, but whatever. i wanna say to your face how much you irritate me and how much youve pissed me off but i know that it would probably just lead to even bigger problems that arent even worth the time, my time anyway, seeming as though ive spent too much of it on you anyway. i dont know how many times scenarios like this has gone through my head but it has, too many times. so im gonna get ready for a new year and a new start because ive realised that my time is too valuable for you.
